Fuck

Fuck 
Show IPA Pronunciation Vulgar.
–verb (used with object)
1. to have sexual intercourse with.
2. Slang. to treat unfairly or harshly.
–verb (used without object)
3. to have sexual intercourse.
4. Slang. to meddle (usually fol. by around or with).
–interjection
5. Slang. (used to express anger, disgust, peremptory rejection, etc., often fol. by a pronoun, as you or it.)
–noun
6. an act of sexual intercourse.
7. a partner in sexual intercourse.
8. Slang. a person, esp. one who is annoying or contemptible.
9. the fuck, Slang. (used as an intensifier, esp. with WH-questions, to express annoyance, impatience, etc.)
—Verb phrases
10. fuck around, Slang.
a. to behave in a frivolous or meddlesome way.
b. to engage in promiscuous sex.
11. fuck off, Slang.
a. to shirk one's duty; malinger.
b. go away: used as an exclamation of impatience.
c. to waste time.
12. fuck up, Slang.
a. to bungle or botch; ruin.
b. to act stupidly or carelessly; cause trouble; mess up.
—Idiom
13. give a fuck, Slang. to care; be concerned.
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In my case right now. Number 5 on the list.
As i feared i lost out on both jobs. Yay life sucks.

I have no idea what im going to do...

So I had my second interview at UPS yesterday and i believed it went well. I was told id hear back in the next day or two. Today about an hour ago I got a call back from the Wondalynn. A job I wanted more the UPS job (at the time). They told me they could pay me what I was asking and offered me $2.50. No I'm in a pickle. I'm waiting to hear back from UPS and I have a job offer. The diffrence between the two jobs is now almost 4 dollars. And after a year at UPS it would be 5 dollars. I asked the man from Wondalynn if I could get the number and call him back. I then called UPS and left a message if I could get contacted if im in the running for the new opennings there. I have yet to hear back (and probably wont hear back until tomorrow). I believe there is a law somewheres that if the worse case can happen it will happen (or something along those lines). This has happened to me today. If I wait to long i could end up losing both jobs. If I take the inn job I might lose out on the better paying one. I could almost scream right now.

Also I'm sure some of you are thinking "what dont you take one job and then take the other if you get it". Well because it fucks over the first job i had. And maybe someday down the line i need a job at thats the only place thats offering. Anyways time will tell and mostly likely with my luck i still wont have a job....sigh this sucks.

Steve Irwin

Most of you probably have heard about Steve Irwin by now. He was filming "Ocean's Deadliest" and got a stingray barb into the chest and it punctured his heart.

Like most of you out there, i watched the show to see him get hurt while yelling at the tv and saying don't be such an idiot and stop pissing off the animal. Now the only time we will see him again is in re-runs or parodies. Well Steve Irwin you died doing what you loved, how many people can say that?